I was bored out my mind Lost my whole appetite When I could come to life, I didn't You were there all the time You're the worst of my crimes You fell hard, I thought, "Good riddance" I never was the best to you I never was the best to you I never was, I never was Used to lie to your face 20 times in a day It was my little strange addiction But you still tried to stay While I'd self-isolate And I knew, but I stayed hidden I never was the best to you I never was the best to you I never was, I never was I never was the best to you I never was the best to you I never was, I never was (ah) And I destroyed every silver lining you had In your head, all of your feelings, I played with them Go ahead, we can just call it conditioning We were too different, you were so sensitive Gave me the best of that, I was so negligent Now I feel terrible 'bout how I handled it And now I, now I bet you resent all of me, all of it Angry, blocking me over the internet Promise I don't forget all of my fault in this 'Cause look at me, I'm alone, sitting here, staying home All of my self-control kinda got difficult But I deserve it though, I deserve it though You were there all the time You're the worst of my crimes You fell hard, I thought, "Good riddance" I never was the best to you I never was the best to you I never was, I never was Oh, I never was the best to you I never was the best to you I never was, I never was